So I can't figure this one out

I left my apartment at 9:15 or so, noting on the way out that the beloved Blue Jays held a 6-3 lead over the hitherto hapless Tampa Bay Devil Rays. I then went and watched Lucky Number Slevin, my unfavourable review of which is below. I came home to discover that the D-Rays, far from being hapless, had in fact rallied to win 9-8.

So now I've got a couple of thoughts whipsawing at me. On the one hand, I left watching the game to watch a mediocre movie, and in my absence they blew the game. On the other hand, Lucky Number Slevin, mediocre though it was, was a more enjoyable viewing experience than watching the Jays' bullpen blow a three run lead would have been. So I don't know if I should feel guilty or relieved.